Has your heart ever ached so much you just want to rip it out your chest because it would be less painful
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me getting my heart ripped out of my chest: okay first off, mood,
reasons why you should date me:
- I love with all my heart
- proud to call you my love
- bring you love letters
- I smell like flowers
“I could literally cry for days right now everything has been going wrong recently and no one cares I can’t stay strong anymore.”
I just can’t
I really try to challenge Canadian stereotypes at every opportunity but today I was walking down Young St. in Toronto and a firetruck honked very loudly and I clutched my chest and said “MY WORD” and as it drove past, a fireman leaned out of the window and apologized to me
so I just don’t know
things i hate about bpd
- your mood is not the only thing that will change in one sec, your decisions will too.
- the pain you feel in your chest whenever you are thinking or feeling something too much.
- the ability to show physical symptoms to every thing you feel too intensely.
- you hate to be alone, but at the same time you’re isolating from all of your friends.
- suddenly you just get tired of someone you love a lot.
- but now you’re not tired of them anymore and you need them to live and how can you stay away from them for just one second? impossible.
- you just don’t understand how there’s so much anger in you.
- headaches.
- stomach ache.
- the world is not real sometimes.
- feeling like you will lose control and getting suffocated by it.
- seeing a knife and thinking about cutting, seeing a bridge and thinking about jumping, seeing a car and thinking about being run over.
- feeling intensely two things at the same time.
That BPD moment when you feel your mood drop as if something really dropped inside of your chest
I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up.
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